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    Early Mother’s Day

    I am trying to get myself back together… this sore throat make me feel terrible.. cold in the office.. sweat under the sun while waiting for my son.. body aching.. my mind not focus.. but i would love to write about this today..now..at this very moment..

    Its started early morning yesterday when i started feeling uneasy.. my husband was so concerned.. on the way back home yesterday i feel so tired..reached home.. i bathed and went straight to sleep.my daughter show concerned..she asked how i am.. my son..well both of them were very well behaved..which i find very relaxing for me and husband.

    My husband did everything.. from doing the laundry.. cooking…clean the dishes… preparing things for the next day.. and even spend his time to teach Sean.. he never asked me for help.. he let me rest..he was  so considerate.

    You know what i called yesterday?.. that is a Mother’s day to me.. being able to relax.. it is nice to see my family able to do chores without me asking is wonderful.. it is greater than receiving a bouquet of flowers or an expensive gifts..  just being able to sleep without disturbance.. make me feel so thankful and appreciate what i have is so wonderful.

    Today, after sending them to school/work.. i went to the clinic… daddy had to help me get sean from school and send to the daycare..thanks god for family support.. but i don’t want to pampered myself too much.. i have taken my medicine.. i will take nap for awhile.. and will do the house chores after that.. need to get myself together again.. exercise.. got to fight this sickness.

    Thank you dear.. for helping me.. and letting me have my time to relax.. i will get you vitamins for men to make you feel better and healthier.

    Receiving appreciation makes me feels better..it heals faster!

    Beautiza

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    My Interview with Datin Aminah

    I have been thinking to further study..but  juggling with career, family.. taking care of my children and study… sleep late to study.. get dark circles under eyes for not having enough sleep…can i do that? and i said to myself  ‘i am too old to study’..too old? how old is too old?  learning is a continuous process..that’s the purpose to live.. that’s what we always keep in mind.

    I saw a picture of  this wonderful lady being congratulate by her family in the newspaper… she just graduated .. i thought.. ‘oh my, she can’t be serious’.. She is a busy woman…with her family, politics and business… how on earth she can sit and study? not only that.. she managed to obtain Deans list for 8 semesters.. and 1st Class Honours in  Bachelor of Management.

    She really inspires me.. and for sure women out there.. no matter how old you are.. how busy you are …if you want to achieve what you really wanted in life.. you can! nobody can stop you.. you  have the will power to go through the challenges, to be where you want to be.

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    My post recently ‘My Inspiration’.. inspired me  to get close to this bright, beautiful.. and wonderful woman…she just celebrated her 51st birthday in July this year….her name is Datin Aminah Ambrose (Eugene Dumpangol) i love to get her story and share it with you.  This is my first interview… she have been very kind and willing to spare few minutes of her busy schedule to be interviewed.

    What/who inspires you to study?

    Hi, I attended a seminar ‘Breaking the Glass Ceiling’ organised by Yayasan Sabah..(Hjh Patmawati) held at Shangri-La Tg Aru -one of the presenters was Prof. Dr. Mornie (UNITAR Adjunct Professor) Head of SIDMA(Unitar Sabah Branch), he inspired me to continue my studies and ‘The Break Through” and also another presenter was Datuk Adeline Leong ..she too inspired me to go forward and make time for ourselves and achieve our self-actualization.

    You are always busy with welfare & Charity, what makes you feel like studying?

    Oh Yes I was actively involved in Welfare & Charity works and was awarded the ‘Tokoh Kebajikan Negeri Sabah 2005” and also received a “Gold-award” in-conjuction with the 50th Golden jubilee of the Majlis Kebajikan Negeri. My husband (Datuk Amirkahar Tun Mustapha) told me to do something for myself as I had been working to help others. As I mentioned earlier about the motivation seminar that I attended, in July 2006 I went to see Prof.Dr. Mornie and enrolled myself as a ‘part-time’ student but I became a full time student as I attended the ‘face to face’ classes did my own assignments, participated in group assignments & other activities. In UNITAR, it is convenient for me as the notes are available through ‘VOISS. It’s the virtual system so I am able to get notes/updates communicated with course leaders/lecturers even though I am not in class.  This helped me tremendously as the VOISS has other functions such as e-library, emails, discussion boards, etc.

    What course did you took?

    Bachelor of Management (Hons); it is a 3 year program started from August 2006 -Jan 09..graduated on 31st Oct 2009… Initially, I just followed what subjects was given but once I knew that I can more than 4 subjects as I had more than 3.5 CPGA, so took 4 – 5 subjects per semester..Challenging but managed to get Dean’s almost all semesters.  Amazing!

    What did your family reaction when you decided to further study?

    My hubby & children supported me all the way, they were very understanding– especially my hubby as I had to burn the ‘midnight oil’ spend time in my study room –doing my assignment(s)/preparing my paper; especially before semester exams I will be spending time- hours revising and attempt to answer all past questions from previous years…I guess all my hard work has brought about this good results.  During exam time my hubby will be my alarm he will wake up when I tell him that I need to wake up say 4am if I have a paper the next morning so that I have time to revise again.

    Why now and who is your role-model or hero?
    To me, “Learning is a life-long process” and age is only a number not a hindrance. I prefer my heroes to be more skillful and accomplished than I am, so I can be inspired to emulate them by doing something on the scale of what they have done.

    What is important to you?
    Understanding what is important, what gives meaning to our lives is the compass to finding our purpose. I strongly believe that “Values” are the guideposts to purpose.”

    What were your biggest challenges?

    Aside from the normal challenges that after 30 plus years leaving the academic field and only at age 48 then begin to start studying again—I ask myself whether I am ready to go to another level? After considering, I told myself that if I am going to succeed, I must commit myself, align my life and my sense of purpose…Aim high with commitment.

    I heard about the tragedy in your family, how did you face the challenge?

    The biggest challenge was when my son was found dead upon arrival at QEH, I received a call at 7.38am 1st Dec ‘ 07, from his fiancee’s mum informing me that my son had a heart attack and was in critical condition, she told me to rush to the Hospital..I called back to ask which hospital but no answer so I ‘sms’ her (Sheena’s hfon) as that’s the number she used and the sms reply was Emergency Queen..so I rushed there with my maid and 2 wanita members.. I got a shock when I pulled the curtain in the emergency room and found my son has bruises & cuts had already died and his body was so ‘icy cold’ like he was in a refrigerator…how come he is so cold ..he was still alive that was what I was told by Sheena’s mum..’cepat tidak lama lagi ni’ still ringing in my head…I shouted at the doctor and questioned him; I remember shouting, “ my son did not die of a heart attack ..he has been battered to death!”. I can’t forget that tragic moment.
    You know, soon after his funeral, the ‘kenduris’, I think it was 12 days later that I had to take my first final paper for the 4th semester. It was English 3 and I remembered going early to avoid people but still some did offer their ‘condolences’ and this made me feel worst as I couldn’t take it. I was crying throughout the exams. A few days later, I had to sit for Management Guru & Quality, Fundamental of Strategic Management, Introduction to Futures Studies. Honestly, I don’t know where I got the strength, courage and recall memory to answer the questions..but deep down I knew that he was praying for me as well as he knew I was studying for my exams when I last saw him -and he gave me a Chocolate shake that he had prepared with his cousin Melissa for me to taste. Obtaining good results for the 4th semester also made me realized that I had the inner strength that I thought I never had.

    Without the focus, prayers and  support from family members especially my beloved husband and children, I don’t know whether I would have succeeded..Syukur Alhamdulillah…Al-Fatihah to my late son, Datu Azlan.

    What is your advice to other women?
    To quote Robert Kennedy –“Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.” When we understand our purpose, all the challenging experiences of our lives serve to forge identity, character and meaning. Although life may be challenging, every experience becomes our teacher, and every challenge an opportunity through which we learn and live more purposefully. Awareness of our purpose, allows us to see our lives more clearly from the inside-out.
    Never give up. Dare to fail. Follow your decisions with Action, whether things are ideal or not; success comes in the Doing.

    Thank you Datin for your time, i wish you all the best in whatever you do.

    You are most welcome and thank you for asking and considering me in your blog.

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    There you got it… my first interview.. for ‘The Inspiration’ and ‘Woman’s Mind’…there will be more to come.

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    Such An Inspiration

    Thank you for visiting my blog.. and thank you for giving comments.. i appreciate your time to come by.. it means a lot to me.. its like a ‘Hi’ to me.. and i welcome you with my warmest heart.  You…yes all of you.. you who just visited, you who come once in a while, you, who come back again and again.

    Thank you to those who ask for link exchange.. its just so wonderful to receive email and get a positive feedback from strangers all over the world.

    You guys inspires me..to write more.. to share more… in return i hope i inspires you.. i try to post something new..whatever comes in my head.. whatever i feel like talking or write.  Please excuse my grammar, my spelling.. sometimes when the idea pop out from my head.. it did not come out perfectly in sentences but i hope you get my message.. i hope you understand what i said..what i am trying to say.

    Sometimes we don’t realize that people surround us inspires us in so many ways…music.. yes..do you realize that music inspires us? we listen.. and you say ‘hey this song is about me’... you feel connected.. we listen to the the lyrics..there are so many songs.. such us ‘I Believe I Can Fly by  R. Kelly and  Whitney Houston’s new single ‘I Look To You’ so inspiring.

    Reading column in NST by Tessie Lim inspires me, reading Oprah’s website inspires me in so many way.. every morning i will click on the website.. before i start my day.. and the time i got nothing to do..reading Oprah is the best.

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    I never like to read book… well only fashion magazines or articles .. ..but my former and my present boss loves books.. they read books all the time.. well when they have their free time of course.. they inspires me to read..  i realized after reading a book it makes me learn a lot..gain knowledge depending on what you read..and its not hard.. just read.

    I have something in mind.. i will now start a new category ‘Inspiration’, or ‘Woman’s Mind’…  where i will write about those who inspires me and believe their story will inspire you too.  If i am able to get in touch with them.. i will start interviewing. .. or go the their manufactured home and get the story.

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    So bear with me… while i get some inspiration from books with a cup of coffee.. i am also surfing from other blogs and websites.. I hope i will get you inspired!