• Children,  Chrissa Marie,  My Inspiration,  Personal,  poem,  prayer,  Reflection of life,  Relationship,  usinku

    My Curious Little Girl

    She makes me smile..she makes me laugh,
    at certain time she makes me upset but only for a little while,
    she loves to shout when she is moody but whisper when she is sleepy,
    she is lovable and funny like mummy.

    Oh my baby girl.. you are not a baby anymore.. you are such a big girl.



    All i can do now is guide you.. and always pray for God to always protect you, bless you and guide your way.

    She grow up very fast in front of my eyes.. she asked so many questions..about my face..my skin….why i have red spot, what is that line near my eyes.. well yes she saw my pimple and wrinkle that reminded me to buy eye wrinkle cream. She just want to know more..and more..

    My princess is just an ordinary curious little girl.


  • Personal,  poem,  Reflection of life,  usinku

    A Cup of Coffee!


    My washing machine is spinning dirty laundries… let it spin..let it clean…

    The Kettle is boiling water.. let it boil..

    I  need to fold a pile of  clean cloths.. aah.. leave it.. i will fold it.. let it.. let it be..

    Arggh the floor is sticky.. haiya and a bit dirty.. will sweep and mop the floor.. i will use steam cleaners to do the job.. but not now.. let it be.. let it be…

    I can hear my kids quarrel … ah let it be.. they will get over the fight..and play again.. let it be…

    I will do all that later… What i need now.. is just a cup of coffee!

  • Family,  Friend,  Health Concern,  Personal,  poem,  Reflection of life,  usinku


    Who are you? why do they call you ‘problems’?

    Why are you here? are you invited? why do you come anywhere?

    Do you know that people scared of you? you are like some form of diseases…

    We want to avoid you…. we want to ignore you…we hated you actually…yes we do.

    so many questions i need to ask you …problems..

    but i am afraid..you too..don’t know the answer… and that is why you came.

    we want to ignore you.. push you away..

    but we can’t hide..can’t run away from you…

    you leave us with no choice.. we eventually have to accept you..

    Problems, i sometimes realized there are reason for you to come.. in our life..

    the reason that sometimes we never thought about..

    after accepting you.. struggling the emotion.. the moment..

    we becoming  more alert, awake..more conscious ..

    Soon we realize that without you what is the meaning of life?

    without you there are no challenge.. no obstacles.. no meaning

    having had you.. once in a while..make us pause, stop and think

    when we able to handle you.. you leave us alone.. but for sure you will be coming back

    and after you come and go in our life.. we get stronger and wiser

    you are part of our life… but please … problems.. don’t come to our life that often…

    we need more joy, happiness rather than having you..i am sorry but its true

    because if you come often i don’t need any weight loss products to slim down..

    having you can make me lose my appetite especially if i think too much on how to handle you!