She who hold my secrets… have to keep it to herself.. she asked me if she can let it go..to somebody else.. another ‘she’ we trusted.. i knew she can’t keep it.. its too deep.. but i just cant hide from her… i know she hates me..but loves me at the same time.. she judge [...]
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Its Our Wedding Anniversary
August 15th, 2009 
shirley 17 August 2009 my marriage will be 7th years!.. we are blessed with a son and a daughter… not sure if we will have family addition in the future… time will tell.. as for now … two are just nice. I am not sure how we want to celebrate our wedding anniversary next week.. either [...]
Edward & Wife…Inseparable in Life and in Death..RIP
July 25th, 2009 shirley This morning i read an interesting story in the newspaper and it touches my heart…. London : Inseparable in life and in death, that was what celebrated British conductor Sir Edward and Lady Downes epitomised. It was, said their family, a very civilised way to die. The couple, a shared lifetime of personal and professional [...]
What I Learn From My Daughter
July 9th, 2009 shirley The world just loss the greatest entertainer… he united all races through his music.. his legacy lives on.. We grow up listening to his music, his songs are so meaningful we can relate it to our lifes. Since the news of his dead, there are so many programs about him on TV and just the [...]
The Other Part Of Me..
July 6th, 2009 shirley The other part of me wants to have more but part of me telling me its enough.. The other part of me want to give in… other part of me want to fight.. The other part of me want to let it stay.. other part want to let go.. The other part of me want [...]
Be a Butterfly!!
July 2nd, 2009 shirley Sometimes we stuck in our daily routine.. weekdays working, weekend busy at home… our husband, children seems don’t get enough of us…hahaha. Well that’s how it suppose to be.. they need us and we care for them… but for some reason we need to have our own space. You have been a great mother and [...]
Have You Ever?
June 29th, 2009 shirley Have you ever…questions God existence? Have you ever… wanted to experience things that you know is wrong? Have you ever…pray for God to help you but actually you did not help yourself? Have you ever … blame God for what happened but forget to thank Him for what you have? Have you ever.. search for [...]
Living In Reality..
June 24th, 2009 shirley We are living in reality… sometimes we imagine too much… we get confuse. We like to daydream, just like imagining, we control what we wants, for our needs and feelings. Nothing seems enough for us, what we cannot get in reality, we imagine… we created in our minds but sometimes it become reality. We wanted [...]
Learning to Forgive and Forget
June 3rd, 2009 shirley Well.. i am so in the mood of confessing today..LOL.. i just confessed to a friend, whom i knew admired a guy (a young, handsome lecturer) in our college but i ended up being with that guy for a year.. i guess.. i just want to let her know how bad i feel.. i know [...]
