BEAUTIZA » Reflection of life

Believe! Barbie Motivates Us

shirley — Thu, 13 May 2010 08:41:39 +0000

I always love Barbie.. especially their meaningful song. This is a very special son, listen to this song and sing along with it… this song will surely motivates us. i will tell you how...

Hidden beneath the ground
Is the spring that feeds the creek
Invisible as the wind
That you feel upon your cheek

And every breeze that whispers
Reminds us constantly
Sometimes what’s real
Is something you can’t see

Believe in all that can be
A miracle starts whenever you dream
Believe and sing from your heart
You’ll see
Your song will hold the key

Waiting behind the clouds
Is a sky that’s always clear
And chasing away the doubts
You watch the sun appear

It’s shining to remind you
As each new day begins
There’s always hope
If you just let it in

Believe in all that can be
A miracle starts whenever you dream
Believe and sing from your heart
You’ll see
Your song will hold the key

You can paint the stars
You can touch the sky
Spread your wings
And discover you can fly
You won’t know until you try

Believe in all that can be
A miracle starts whenever you dream
Believe and sing from your heart
You’ll see
Your song will hold the key

Oh..oh…
Believe…
And dream what can be
Ask with your heart
And you will receive
Believe…
The beauty is yours to see
Your song will hold the key…
Haaah…
Believe…believe…
When you believe…

It is all start from DREAM… and you start BELIEVING…and when you TRY.. there will always MIRACLE along the journey..sometimes you did not realize it..but BELIEVE!

So many things we wanted to do.. upgrade ourselves with skills or education..such as.. distance learning,lsat prep courses, short courses, whatever we loves to do but we come up with so many excuses.. You have a DREAM..but you stop BELIEVING without even TRYING. Guess what.. that is FAILURE.. because SUCCESS is TRYING ..and even if you fail.. you consider yourself SUCCEED.. and NEVER STOP TRYING.. because you BELIEVE!

……You can paint the stars, You can touch the sky, Spread your wings And discover you can fly
You won’t know until you try…Believe!

Beautiza

My Curious Little Girl

shirley — Thu, 08 Apr 2010 07:39:05 +0000

She makes me smile..she makes me laugh,
at certain time she makes me upset but only for a little while,
she loves to shout when she is moody but whisper when she is sleepy,
she is lovable and funny like mummy.

Oh my baby girl.. you are not a baby anymore.. you are such a big girl.

All i can do now is guide you.. and always pray for God to always protect you, bless you and guide your way.

She grow up very fast in front of my eyes.. she asked so many questions..about my face..my skin….why i have red spot, what is that line near my eyes.. well yes she saw my pimple and wrinkle that reminded me to buy eye wrinkle cream. She just want to know more..and more..

My princess is just an ordinary curious little girl.

Beautiza

I Have A Dream

shirley — Thu, 25 Mar 2010 08:30:00 +0000

I better keep writing before i get out of ideas .. okay let me ask you… Are you happy? .. are you? to me..i happy to have a family..i have wonderful husband who help me a lot.. who cook better then me.. well.. give him credit.. not everybody that lucky.. and i am happy for having a son and a daughter.. they can make me go nuts and happy at the same time.. some couple have been trying to get a son or a daughter…while i got both.. without even planning of it.

So..i am happy with the family i have.. and friends around me.. but what about your personal achievement? Are you happy with your job?. to me.. i am happy for where i am today.. i have always dream to have my own space.. the pay is good…a great and understanding boss..1 in a 100…haha… but i feel like i am living in a box.. not much challenge.. not much excitement.. i am imagining myself talking to a crowd.. motivator? a professional coach? i am not sure about it myself.. i want to explore.. i just hope i don’t get weight loss thinking about this. It is like having a big dream.. and it is somewhere to grab.. but i haven’t make any step yet.

I have a dream… A few of my friends always being supportive with my dreams..some dreams are impossible .. while other friends say..i am full of dreams.. well i guess either i prove them right or wrong it is up to me to take the challenges… i might move another step forward.

Having a sweet dream at night..make you feel good in the morning..but achieving what you dream of doing..is a dream come true!

Beautiza

Let Them Show Their Funny Faces

shirley — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 08:25:39 +0000

There were times.. i feel like i cannot handle a situation with my children.. especially…

when my children ask too much… i just wish they stop asking..simply because i don’t have any answer for their questions anymore….

when they were playing.. i just want them to sit quietly..

when they fight over a notebook computer i just wish they can share and play together..

Sometimes when they fight with each other about something or whatever.. i will be their referee… sometimes i just let them solve it on their own.. indeed after they fight.. they will laugh and play again.

I remember when me and my siblings were young.. we use to fight.. and laugh.. oh its just fun!..

I think i just let them be like us..when we were young..let them have the wonderful memories with their siblings.. that is the process of learning.. for our children..and for us.. parents.. how we share…we love.. and we care for each other.

Lets enjoy looking at the naughty..and funny faces of our children…when they grow up..it will be different.

Despite of their funny faces.. a mother only need to see their smile to make the whole day worth while.

Beautiza

Quality Time

shirley — Thu, 18 Mar 2010 08:26:21 +0000

Been trying to update about this post… almost a month under draft.. being busy with work.. busy with family.. when i have little time.. the internet connection slow.. unable to upload pics.. and the list goes on.

We are living in a place with beautiful scenery… so we decided to bring our family for walk in the beach… just enjoying evening scenery.. we wanted to watch the sunset but it turn out to be the other side… oopsy.

Look how happy she is… she was running..and jumping..haha

Okay.. my son try to act funny… let him do whatever he likes..

“Look!…its a bird!, its a plane!.. oh..its a kite…. two kites actually …

i can still feel the breeze… smell the ocean..and listen to the waves

I wonder what my husband thinking of..maybe he wish he could swim to the other side…probably can.. what he need is best vitamins for men… and try swim to the other side.. i will be waiting at the other island.. would he make it? who knows.. unless he try.. ahh..better don’t..stop thinking about it.

We were there for about almost two hours.. from sunset to.. dark… as usual children still want to play… but when we mention..MCDonald… ok done.

Before heading home..we dine at McDonald nearby.. at home.. took our bath..relax.. and the best time to sleep when they get tired.

Spending time with children doesn’t mean spending money..simply a walk …and talk… is quality.. that is quality time!

Beautiza

I Love My Life as a Mommy & a Wife

shirley — Thu, 18 Feb 2010 08:40:55 +0000

I do not need to find a job that is greater than this.. tougher than this….complicated than this… harder than this.. sweeter than this…wonderful than this…

You are the boss for your children.. and at the same time you are their maid, their nurse, their teacher, their parents.. You see… how special it is to be a Mother.

Same goes of being a Wife.. you are your husband’s girlfriend, companion, partner, maid, nurse… the list goes on.

Being a Mother and a Wife we understand our family very well… you remember your husband’s and each one of your child’s birthday, ic number, hp number…can they remember yours? i sure hope so.

No doubt there are frustration, disappointment, dissatisfaction and disagreement..but we manage it anyhow.

God bless all mummies and wives.. your family will remember you as the best mummy and a wonderful wife.

Beautiza

I Turn To You…

shirley — Wed, 17 Feb 2010 03:46:25 +0000

The time i want to share my sorrow but nobody seems to understand..

The time i want a shoulder to cry on..but nobody there for me…

The time i am in anger.. nobody there to calm me..

The time i am in a rush.. nobody to help me..

I turn to you….

The time i am hurt.. nobody can heal me…

The time i fall.. nobody to hold me…

The time i am sad ..nobody to cheer me..

I turn to you…

I turn to you Lord….

For comfort.. for my inner peace.. for strength…for calmness..

I turn to you Lord…

For forgiveness… for love…

I easily lose my appetite.. especially when i get angry and tired… grrr.. i don’t need any appetite suppressants…I just need myself totally focus.

How about you? where and who do you turn to?

Beautiza

Enjoy what you are doing..even if you hate it

shirley — Thu, 21 Jan 2010 03:17:06 +0000

Oh..yes! i love my new job.. that becoming my new routine.. the job that i love the most is to fetch my son from school.. the jam..argghh.. but its ok.

Its hard to find good parking if i’m late but.. i manage to squeeze in..somewhere.. as long as i don’t block anybody…. Out from the compound cars got bumper to bumper.. everybody don’t know each other anymore..everybody want’s to go out there first… if i can shout.. give me way! give me way!..or me first! me first!

A few times i had to parked outside the school parking area.. but need to walk far.. kesian my son.. tired.. hot lagi.. i don’t like to walk that far.. but if that one of the best ways to lose belly fat .. i don’t mind doing it everyday.

Oh ya.. yesterday.. was great.. a smart person.. i don’t know lady or guy.. parked his/her car at the center of the main gate..the way out from the school parking compound.. the person get lots of honk honk..and curses for sure.. ..the person just made everybody in their cars in line for so long.. causing massive jam… I hope he do that everyday.. let people get caught in jam.. and make people go back late to work.

Okay guys.. i am trying to be positive here.. sound sinical? sorry..can’t help it. Its just make me crazy sometimes.. but i need to love and enjoy what i’m doing then i can give 100% on it.

When you enjoy what you doing..even if you hate it.. you will get use to it..and love it even more!

Beautiza

Intellectualize our emotions

shirley — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 03:57:40 +0000

A dear friend of mine.. Pn. Lin Chatterton shares this with me her inspiration notes.. i love receiving her email…she is a
NLP Coach/Facilitator/Author
and a Certified NLP Practitioner.. and i love to share it with you.

“When emotions are managed by the heart, they heighten your awareness of the world around you and add sparkle to life. The result is new intelligence and a new view of life.” – Doc Childre and Howard Martin

How do you intellectualize your emotions?

Many of us live so much in our heads that we intellectualize our emotions. We analyze, rationalize and explain them away so quickly that we don’t actually experience them.

Learn to honour your emotions at all times by being willing to feel them. Of course, you may need to exercise some judgment over how and when you express them.

“Learning to be aware of feelings, how they arise and how to use them creatively so they guide us to happiness, is an essential lifetime skill.” n– Joan Borysenko

We are all the same, physically.. but our way of thinking is differin.. oops i mean different from each other.. Say for example.. you wear a nice dress..and you ask 5 people give their opinion.. you will have different answer.. ‘too short’, ‘colour don’t suites you’, ‘ok’, ‘too sexy’.. etc.. our opinion are different… you take their opinion.. Some might condemn you.. aah..just let it go..don’t get emotional.. it doesn’t mean you have to follow what they say…. what matter is up to you..you decide.

At the end of the day.. you are the one wearing the dress..if you feel good.. you look good.

When people pass judgment on you.. don’t get emotional.. analyze it.. and if you can take it.. keep it..if you don’t like it..just let it go.. The choice is in your hand.

Beautiza

Be A Winner!

shirley — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 02:12:32 +0000

You know..sometimes.. i appreciate what had happened..especially the trial that i have been through… seriously..its a wake up call to me.

How would you know how deep the water is without trying.. and when i feel its deep.. its either..i have to go out from there or dive in.. my choice. But i warn you.. please wear the safety precaution..the wave is rough out there.

How would you know the melody if you don’t listen to the song….you have the lyrics..then sing it.. i know the song that you love is all about you.. so why sing a sad song if you can sing a happy song.. what come out from your mouth influence your mind..believe me.

How would you know that certain fruits can be acne treatments if you don’t try it. Start your research and do your practical.. why do you need to go for surgery or buy expensive products .. like i say..it might be the food that you are craving to eat.

How would you know that you can do whatever you want to do..until you do it ..just give it a try.. a person who wants to do something but scared to try is a loser.. but somebody who failed even when he/she try is already a winner.. and they keep going strong.

Our life is a learning process.. like a baby.. learn to crawl.. and walk.. fall.. walk..when they start running… its hard to make them stop.