BEAUTIZA

Mummy have been tired and stressed out… mummy need a time to relax… go out for a dinner with friends.. but most of my friends also can’t hardly go out especially at night due to commitment for family.

Last week was a very busy day at work and when my friend told me that our boss had bought a table for our staff to the Shell Award in Shangri-La’s Tanjung Aru Resort and if i interested to go.  Well.. i wanted to go.. but .. who’s going to take care of the children?… i asked my mum if she can look after my kids Sunday night… her replied..’Ok bah kalu ko‘… , then i asked my husband, ‘dear, can i go out this Sunday nite?, i have a function with the office staff‘..   His first question is.. ‘ who’s taking care of the kids’?.. ‘mummy lah’ i replied,… ‘then why not.. go lah’.. yuuhuu.. my husband approved my passport for a nite out.

The show was great… and i wanted to go there because of Stacy the AF winner.. i love her voice..let just say i’m a fan.   A few Af students performing that night,  starting from Candy.. ( i love her voice), Velvet (wah.. this girl memang malatup.. so talented) , Yazeer (he sang two slow rock song with his guitar..) , Nadia (she is so cute.. with her husky voice) and Stacy (She sang two songs … i love her.. but she look a bit tired) .  The last performer was Datuk Leonard Tan.. he is a pro… a great performer i must say… very talented indeed!

There are few reporters receiving their awards and acknowledgment for their stories.., the foods was great… and guess what.. i managed to take photos with…

This last photo is me with two pretty ladies, Carolyn and also my boss, Afieza.  Mummy had a great nite out… will update for more if mummy get other opportunity to escape.. lol.. lovely.

Well… today is my birthday.. and i am 35 years old today!  I received this from my sister, Shella.. she just loves to try his tagalog.. she loves to watch the tagalog drama series.. till she can understand and speak a bit of the language.. haiya.

I am happy that i have reached this age…, i have lots of friends and hopefully more to come.  My family are great… achieving most of what i desired and will continue dreaming and achieving… aiming for the sky!

Cheers to you my family, thanks for you support and love!  Friends and Bloggers, Thank you for your support.. and please continue so..

Love you from the deep of my heart…

Sincerely,

Shirley a.k.a Beautiza

Yuuhuu… i received this award from my lovely friend Ladyjava. I love it, thanks very much LJ. My computer memory ram need to be upgraded, it has being slow lately and not only that, my brain need upgrading too.

I am not going to keep this award to myself, i love to share it to my friends.  I am sending the lorry driver with these loads of awards to cay, fele, carolyn, mel, hilda, luthie, valarie and syari . By the way, i have asked Tom Cruise to drive this lorry… just grab the rewards and not the driver okay.

I am who i am, nobody can change how i feel.  I am a human being, i have feelings too.  Although sometimes you see me smile and laugh.. and even throw stupid jokes doesnt mean i dont feel hurt inside.  Its nobody fault .. this is just how i feel.

I am sorry if you think that i am being selfish by posting this story… this is how i let my feeling out.  Sometimes talking to people really hurts especially if they dont know how you feel.. and the worst part is being unappreciated. 

I am who i am, i work for money … to survive .. thats for sure and on top of that i am dedicated to do my job.  Sometimes i really feel like bullied, i mean.. yes call me in the middle of the night just to get information, being scolded on the phone just because i didnt answered the phone on time… and there were times that i was called at night just to asked me to go to come to the office at 7.30 in the morning.  I did everything they told me to do… ’stay back ok’… i stayed back… there are a few occasions that i have to fetch my son from his nursery and bring him to the office… just to make sure my job completed.. gosh..while others just say.. bye bye bye.. with reasons… i never come up with reason.. such an idiot me.

Mmmm i dont want any reward.. nope.. thats not me..but atleast an honest appreciation.  I wanted to cry .. yes i wanted too..but seems like no more tear drops..  I hate those people that keep on telling me ‘thank you shirley you did a good job’.. now i know they said that just to let me do what they want me to do… but at the end of the day.. you are history!

So i am who i am… blame it on the hormon… that i love being straight forward and not talking or complaining  behind.  This is not dedicated to anybody… its just how i feel.. i need to let it out… i’m not blaming anybody. 

Dont worry.. i am who i am, i dont need self defense products to get you out of my way.. i am strong .. and keep going strong.   I am thankful to my friends that understand me very much and give me support and encouragement.  

There are times that i really break down… but I know Jesus always hold my hands and lead my way.. he never leave me alone. 

Happy Birthday To You!

Happy Birthday To You!

Happy Birthday To You… April’s Babies…

Happy Birthday To You!

The early month of April i was celebrating my daughter’s 2nd birthday, then i realized there are so many people i know that celebrating birthday this month. But before i send my dedications, i would like to apologized if your name is wrongly spell or not mentioned here, i might forgotten about so please let me know.

Here goes….

Happy Birthday Chrissa Marie Francis - my lovely daughter ( i love you so much baby.. muahh )

Happy Birthday Samuel Francis - my nephew ( sorry, auntie did not buy any present for you, have to wait for xmas)

Happy Birthday Abigail Ruth Francis - my niece (pretty girl also have to wait for xmas gift)

Happy Birthday ..My cousin, Bavani’s daughter (sorry dear i forgot how to spell her name)

Happy Birthday Felecity Jintoni - my bestfriend ( you will get your treat(makeup) tomorrow, sorry no handbag)

Happy Birthday Harry, my bestfriend, Cay’s husband (Cay is already my gift to you..hehehe.. lol..)

Happy Birthday Carolyn Maurice - my bestfriend and colleague ( Sorry lah moi no present, if i got money i wanted to buy cell phone repeater so that easier for me to send you sms wherever you go)

May God Bless All of You!

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Have you ever received such email from AirAsia, well it is an interesting offer don’t you think so.

Too bad, i don’t have enough money in my purse for shopping spree… mmm so kesian but i bet if i can get good hotel deals… and got money in my purse, sure i pack my bag and go.. shopping! yuhuu!

Me and Cay will be in front of JJusco waiting in front of the shopping Complex.. like last time i went down to KL…hehehe… This time we might meet up with Cindy and Ladyjava… See you guys!

Its funny to think that you have a friend that is so close and yet so far.  I mean, i have known a guy from India that once studied in the US, his name is Arunkumar Keserlah.   We met through chatting in yahoo chat in 1999,  if i’m not mistaken because i remember i just broke up with my boyfriend.  He have been a very good friend, he had helped me in many ways even though we are far but the internet kept us close and i remember we talked once through the telephone.

He is now happily married with a beautiful Russian girl and now staying in the United States.  Imagine, we have known each other before we were married and we still keep in touch and exchange pictures of our family.

 
This is Dinesh their only son.. well at the moment i guess they will have more children in the future.  Below is Arun with his wife, i dont remember her name, i will ask Arun once i meet him online.

I hope our family can meet one day….

I am smiling while typing this… anyway, i have asked the mother of this lovely girl permission to write this post.  She is my bestfriend’s daugher, her name is Amber Priyanka Narayanan.  Well since both of us, their mothers are friends, we made a joke about getting our children for ‘arrange marriage’ .

Dont you think they look great together.. Both of them mix of Indian and Kadazan, the girl’s daddy is originate from India.. related to Sha Rukh Khan… hehe just kidding or maybe dont know lah..

Well nowaday we dont believe in ‘arrange marriage’ .. Marriage should be based on true love..  No matter how it comes, maybe your ‘love at first sight’, ‘internet love’, first love’… it all ended up ‘down the isle with LOVE’.  

Anyway i will let my children decide who they want to be with.. its a long way to go..

I feel so grumpy today… It is so not my day..  i never believe on  ‘BLACK MONDAY’..  its not in my diary.. but today.. i just really hate it! I came to the office, i start doing the job that i supposed to do and at the same time i ended up doing new task… thanks to my smart boss. She thought she is so smart, wants to take care of everything.. but ended up i deal with those people. isshh.. (sigh)

We shouted at each other on the phone.. . even though she is my boss.. but i have to right to let my chess out.. My colleague did their very best to make me happy .. but still i cannot hide my feeling. Anyway.. thanks Naz, Juv, Pat and Ct for helping me go though the day.. . My day completed with Carol’s words of encouragement through sms…

It is not my day .. i just hate it !!!!