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The Course – Third Day

shirley — Tue, 13 Jul 2010 20:38:54 +0000

I am sure you will be wonder by now, what course i am taking. Well, don’t stop reading my blog yet, this is just a start. I will not mentioned the participants name or what course i am taking until the final day please bear with me.

What can i say about the third day? It becoming more interesting, more video to watch to make us understand more and never the less the theory. I am becoming more confident with myself, i have problems talking in front of people but i feel more comfortable with this new situation. Well that’s a little bit about the third day.

Since we not going to have class the next day, i have decided to stay at my in law’s house but before that we celebrated our niece’s birthday before went to Kg.Pandan, there i met my husband’s cousin who have lose weight, she is on diet, i wouldn’t know what pill she took, maybe apidexin, i should have asked her. My brother in-law have taken leave especially for the final FIFA..the new champion are Spain of course.

Cant wait to go home the next day..

Beautiza

Travelling Alone

shirley — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 10:39:03 +0000

I have never travel alone, well I did when I was single and that time my boyfriend (now my husband) waiting for me at the airport. Last week I made a decision to attend a course in KL and its going to held for 6 days, 3 days for each session. Meaning I have to fly twice to KL, well I love to learn about it, it is not only for my own good but also for helping my family and friends. I will elaborate more about what I am learning in the next post.

Thursday morning, after sending my children to school, my husband send me straight to the airport, flight was at 10:50am, so I have to sit there for few hours, well I can do direct mail marketing for that few hours of just siting down and waiting.

On the flight, we have to wait another 15 minutes due to problems of a passenger who cannot be on board, god’s know for what reason ..so they have to find the person’s luggage to take it out from there.. done.. then we fly…. Touch down at 1:30pm, walk..walk..damn my bag was so heavy .. took the bus to KL Central, the trainer and his wife were waiting for me, they send me to the Hotel, took lunch with them, back to the hotel and have an early sleep..zzzz.

It was tiring but interesting journey.

Beautiza

Sleep, Rest..Appreciate Yourself

shirley — Sat, 05 Jun 2010 05:11:23 +0000

Okay now.. i really have the time to do anything.. clean up the house, dusting, clean the window.. and other chores that i wanted to do if i don’t have my children in the house. Well.. guess what!.. my children stay over at my parents house and it is only me and hubby. Woke up late.. really late.. do the laundry.. had breakfast with hubby ..rest while watching tv.. then i realized the tv watching me..huhu.. i fall asleep..i sleep like a baby.

So..instead of a busy schedule which i consider my fat burners day.. i let myself sleep like a baby. Hubby prepare our simple lunch.. what a lucky girl i am. Should i feel guilty or regret that i wasted few hours sleeping? no i guess..i don’t have too.. i want to appreciate this great moment of myself.. i deserve that sleep.

Take time to appreciate yourself.. you worth it!

Beautiza

Happy Long Holidays

shirley — Fri, 28 May 2010 15:37:29 +0000

Wow..wee!.. a long holidays… from Wesak Day to Kaamatan and holiday replacement.. included weekend..we have 5 days ..holidays! Yesterday..most people taken their leave and others applied ‘off day’ from wednesday to friday.. wuhuu..that is a long holiday indeed.

From a religious event to a celebration…what we usually do during the holiday…if not going out shopping…we eat and sleep… probably over eating for some reason..oops..worrying. I better check my weight..and see if any additional kg by next week.. or else need to get the best colon cleanse… you know what it will do.. cleanse..cleanse. So, why worry if you have so many alternate way to go back to your kg..eat as much as you like..but don’t forget to exercise.

Take this opportunity to be with your loves one, family and friends…Happy Holidays!

Beautiza

Prayer for My Son

shirley — Fri, 14 May 2010 08:35:55 +0000

I thank you lord for giving me a normal son even though he is really active.. really active that i almost fainted when ran without waiting to be hold.. ran into the busy parking lot and moving vehicles.

I thank you lord for sending angels to protect him.. he ran so fast that i cannot even see where he was going.. and when i saw him..he was crossing the deep drain and next thing i know he was at the roadside.. still calling my name..while running. All i can do is pray hard.. and i shout my lungs out for his name to come back to me.

I thank you lord for sending him back to me.. safely.. and i did not scolded him i hugged him.. i was so afraid he will do that again.

I need you lord to give me strength to handle him.. according to your way.. with patience and love..

I need you lord to give me wisdom on how to get the right medication according to what we belief..the prayer.

It have been hard sometimes.. stressful and exhausted dealing with this situation..almost took herbal phentermine to calm myself but i have strong determination and believe that he will change..at least a bit focus and relax.

A child don’t see danger..to them having fun is the greatest feeling..and exploring is what the do best!

Beautiza

Time To Relax

shirley — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 14:57:56 +0000

Tonight.. yes only tonight..me and my husband got the chance to relax. My children stay overnight at my parents only for tonight.. the chance of a life time.. once in the blue moon. They too need time with their grandparents.. they need the bonding.. the family bonding.

This is the time that i don’t need to sleep early, i don’t need to prepare anything to anybody.. no need to clean anything.. we just let it as it is ..for tonight.

It have been a tiring day and night for all of us.. i am mentally and physically tired.. really need vitamins for women to keep me going.. i train my brain by reading books or any interesting articles.. i have not started any exercises or jogging yet.. i need to claim that promises.

Me and hubby went out for a dinner earlier and we bought a kite for our children..see if the weather permited we will go outing.. let the kite fly. We have plan to do a house cleaning tomorrow while the children still not around.. for now i need to have a good night sleep.

Relax and enjoy the moment.

Beautiza

First Step For A Healthy Living

shirley — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 06:59:19 +0000

I did mentioned in my earlier post that i went to see a doctor the day before, doctor check my blood pressure.. and he told me that my blood pressure is quite low. No wonder i have been experiencing blur vision once in a while and feel dizzy…i even experience cold sweat and chest pain. I never thought that is the symptom of having low blood pressure or Hypotension.

Reading the articles about the sickness make me feel sick even more.. i wanted to check how to cure and what proper diet to take .. without thinking of weight loss surgery that’s for sure. I will concentrate reading on how to handle this.. rather than reading the whole articles.

My have already plan something tomorrow evening.. i will bring my family and have a nice walk in a park after school/work.. just enjoy ourselves get sweat.. no need to run.. just walk and have fun. That will be a start of a healthy living. That simple moment will make the family grow healthier and more bonding.

Really need to get enough rest, enough water, enough vitamins and nutrients, more love, more joy, not only for me but my whole family.

Love and joy will heal and overcome stress.. let there be more love in our live and peace in our mind.

Beautiza

Early Mother’s Day

shirley — Tue, 13 Apr 2010 05:33:56 +0000

I am trying to get myself back together… this sore throat make me feel terrible.. cold in the office.. sweat under the sun while waiting for my son.. body aching.. my mind not focus.. but i would love to write about this today..now..at this very moment..

Its started early morning yesterday when i started feeling uneasy.. my husband was so concerned.. on the way back home yesterday i feel so tired..reached home.. i bathed and went straight to sleep.my daughter show concerned..she asked how i am.. my son..well both of them were very well behaved..which i find very relaxing for me and husband.

My husband did everything.. from doing the laundry.. cooking…clean the dishes… preparing things for the next day.. and even spend his time to teach Sean.. he never asked me for help.. he let me rest..he was so considerate.

You know what i called yesterday?.. that is a Mother’s day to me.. being able to relax.. it is nice to see my family able to do chores without me asking is wonderful.. it is greater than receiving a bouquet of flowers or an expensive gifts.. just being able to sleep without disturbance.. make me feel so thankful and appreciate what i have is so wonderful.

Today, after sending them to school/work.. i went to the clinic… daddy had to help me get sean from school and send to the daycare..thanks god for family support.. but i don’t want to pampered myself too much.. i have taken my medicine.. i will take nap for awhile.. and will do the house chores after that.. need to get myself together again.. exercise.. got to fight this sickness.

Thank you dear.. for helping me.. and letting me have my time to relax.. i will get you vitamins for men to make you feel better and healthier.

Receiving appreciation makes me feels better..it heals faster!

Beautiza

She is Four!

shirley — Thu, 08 Apr 2010 08:19:29 +0000

Oh yes! she was a tiny little baby girl born on April 4, 2006 evening. She grow up so fast in front of my eyes.. i couldn’t believe it.. but yes she is four years old.

On Easter Sunday we celebrated her birthday.. just a simple celebration with family members who are also my emergency assistance, my baby sitter when i am in need..thank God for that.

A week earlier, she celebrated her birthday in her school, i did her birthday invitation cards for classmates a day earlier… and on that day i bring cake and party packs for them… she was so happy!

Happy Birthday my girl..mummy loves you more and more each day!

mummy

I Have A Dream

shirley — Thu, 25 Mar 2010 08:30:00 +0000

I better keep writing before i get out of ideas .. okay let me ask you… Are you happy? .. are you? to me..i happy to have a family..i have wonderful husband who help me a lot.. who cook better then me.. well.. give him credit.. not everybody that lucky.. and i am happy for having a son and a daughter.. they can make me go nuts and happy at the same time.. some couple have been trying to get a son or a daughter…while i got both.. without even planning of it.

So..i am happy with the family i have.. and friends around me.. but what about your personal achievement? Are you happy with your job?. to me.. i am happy for where i am today.. i have always dream to have my own space.. the pay is good…a great and understanding boss..1 in a 100…haha… but i feel like i am living in a box.. not much challenge.. not much excitement.. i am imagining myself talking to a crowd.. motivator? a professional coach? i am not sure about it myself.. i want to explore.. i just hope i don’t get weight loss thinking about this. It is like having a big dream.. and it is somewhere to grab.. but i haven’t make any step yet.

I have a dream… A few of my friends always being supportive with my dreams..some dreams are impossible .. while other friends say..i am full of dreams.. well i guess either i prove them right or wrong it is up to me to take the challenges… i might move another step forward.

Having a sweet dream at night..make you feel good in the morning..but achieving what you dream of doing..is a dream come true!

Beautiza