I feel like running.. running in an open field, let my body sweat.. wearing spira del sol running shoe. I want to run just to escape from thinking for a while.. i won’t walk because it makes me think more.. ya i just run.. so let my imagination run wilds or pause for a while ..i don’t mind. Why did my fingers type what was on my mind.. am i losing my mind or my mind are really occupied with so many things? Probably its end of the year.. so many things to think about for next year, who’s going to take care of my children after school, how will my daughter cope in primary one?.. there i go again.. thinking.
Let just say i don’t think? would that be normal? that would be impossible.. what we can do with our mind.. we can program our mind not to worry too much and learn to satisfy with what we have now, we won’t put so many worries in our mind. We can also read lots of books and do puzzle that can challenge our mind.. life is a game..make our thinking.. a thinking game and be creative. Life can be fun if we set our mind on the game, we can’t always win but we will always learn not to lose.
I would be worry with so many things now because my children are still small and need more of my time, of course they will always need me in the future but probably in a different way. Let me just think how to put my worries at ease for a time being and appreciate my job.