• Family,  Personal,  Relationship,  usinku,  Woman's Mind

    Will I or Will I Not

    As i was walking with my auntie last Saturday.. i few beautiful long maternity dresses on sale.  Imagining myself pregnant again.. how wonderful yet stressful at the same time.

    Listening to my neighbor’s babies crying, buying baby gifts for relatives and friends .. listening to my girl request.. “Mummy, i want baby sister”.   I say to myself..why not? another child.. that will be great..more kiosk! more love!.

    Will i or will i not have babies again.. will get pregnant again?  Some says two are enough but nobody can say how many is enough.. as long as i’m ready ..mentally, physically and financially.. and if God say i am able to conceive again.. there will be additional family members.

    If ever i get pregnant again..this time i will blog about my pregnancy from early stages until i delivered.

  • Business,  motivation,  My Inspiration,  NLP,  Personal,  Reflection of life,  Sharing Information,  usinku

    The Students Retreat in Kokol

    Continuation of Beautiful Kokol on my earlier post…..

    After i received my NS-NLP Certification and being a NS-NLP Practitioner, i wonder what am i going to do with that certificate what i aimed for and beginning to think of my marketing strategy and the cost that i will charge.

    I started giving motivation talks to teenagers at my cousin’s learning center and doing my own personal coaching/study skills at home for 1-4 person at a time only and with minimal charges.  I do that to gain experience and sharing my knowledge.   Since i am giving motivation also, my husband are kind enough to check prices for vga to hdmi cables to make easier for me to do slide presentation and video to be connected to TV which have bigger screen.

    I ever visualized myself talking in front of a large crowd.. and well.. it does come true.  I asked God to help me spread good news my way with HIS guidance.. and i did..

    At the House of God…

    The biggest Cross i have ever seen.. you can see this from far… you can never missed this Church.

    The first session we did it at the back of the Church.. as you can see.. it is all covered by zinc from roof to the wall..but most of it is open area.  Of all the thing i asked for is … fan.  I was stressed because it was hot, started to get headache..because of the heat..i forgotten that i will be talking to 80 students.

    I was standing in front alone.. i can move..but imagine these participants…

    I managed to get them relax with the help of my stress reliever.. ‘MUSIC’.. yeah..mm got carried away a little while..blame it to the music 🙂

    Lunch..of course provided… Evelyn and Daniel from Youth Prep Center (YPC) as part of the organizer for the retreat.

    The second session was held in the Church itself…

    Yup.. that’s me.. Beautiza sharing thoughts by writing in the blog.. Shirley sharing it by words..

    Mmmm … let me see if anyone fall asleep?

    Unable to play ‘music’ in the house of GOD.. only inspiration video and soft music.. others look so tired and sleepy..


    Aha! i saw one.. 🙂

    I don’t know how was i able to present in front of 80 students.. active participants.. i was nervous at first.. but God answered my prayer..before i did my presentation.. i asked God to let HIM used me entirely to be HIS Channel of love.. to share to them my experience even some were my secret that not to be told.. but i allowed GOD to be the center of my mind, body and spirit.

    I just hope they gain something and may God bless these wonderful active teenagers.

    Love you guys.. 🙂

    Beautiza.. aka aunty shirley

  • Business,  motivation,  My Dream,  NLP,  Personal,  Sharing Information,  usinku

    Beautiful Kokol Menggatal

    I was requested to give a motivation talk for students preparing for their exam in Kokol, Menggatal on 16 September.   Kokol? i heard about this place so many times.. i heard about the road going there.. its high.. some says worse than the road going to Ranau.  Few days before the retreat, my hubby drive me there.. we were surprise of the existence of such beautiful place with beautiful scenery… but even though it was beautiful, i got headache and fever that night.

    I was thinking..how am i going to drive to Kokol? My husband will be working …  Well..i am going there to motivate this students.. before giving them the motivation..i should motivate myself.. indeed i did… i even conquered my own fear of driving on the high road.. with snake curve.. Even though the road is scary at times but the beauty of the place motivates me to reach my destination.

    There are so many beautiful scenery but my niece was so dizzy to take pictures.. some of the picture can used as template for holiday cards… or any post cards.

    I drove to Kokol with my cousin and her friends… check out the picture of the journey….

    I keep my head focus on the road..


    The sign board.. ‘Kokol’..yeah at last..

    I love this ..name this animal?.. 🙂

    Beautiful scenery.. nice Karabau.. hehe

    This picture taken from the church compound…You can see partly Likas and Sulaman area from here.

    Another picture from different angle…

    Thank you for the picture.. taken by.. the shadows..

    Eleanora and Tiffany..