Once we are married and have children, the main concern goes to our children.. the education, health and their other needs. We want to give them almost all that we don’t have to our children.. they are our mirror.. we want to make the perfect out of our imperfection.
Maybe one of your dream was to further your studies overseas but because of financial difficulty, you are unable to fulfill your dream.. so this time put your saving for your children so that they will not face the same problem. You might have compared several life insurance to get the best for your children.
You feel, when you were young.. you did not get the toys you wanted.. you were full of disappointment .. not getting what you want.. now you make sure your children get what their want.
That is the best part of life.. isn’t it? you don’t get it before.. you can’t have it for you.. now you give it all to your children. But of all things we can give and will give.. we continue to give the most gift of all.. the gift called LOVE.
May we continue to give more love without expecting any in return, you will surprise the more love you give..the more blessings you will received.
Whenever i have something in my mind, a thought that need to be shared..i keep it in my mind.. let the idea flowing.. making a story on its own. There will be a placed where i can put it all in… where all the ideas become a story.. a story which we call a post.
When i finished with the housework, husband will deal with the children to put them to sleep.. while i go into our multifunction room. I will just look at the laptop … as if the laptop can talk to me.. i wait a little while.. think a little longer.. by the time my idea flow.. my fingers will be all over the keyboard.. pressing every letters and numbers.. making sentences..making story.. from what ever come out from my mind. My laptop seems like a friend who are waiting to hear another story.. and i am easing my burden by expressing what i feel into story.
What a wonderful way to express it..just by typing it all… when i am angry … my laptop can’t shout at me, when i am happy .. i don’t see it smiles at me. But my poor laptop having problem.. i hope its not virus.. or maybe it showing the signal that it have been burden with too much document that i haven’t deleted yet…not its having a good rest. I will be sending my laptop for a service next week, need to upgrade it and also need to upload a business intelligence dashboard it will look cool and it will sure help me in doing my next project.
I just can’t wait to put my hands on my laptop.. miss it so much.
Another post about our holiday in KL. As usual each time i go down to KL, for sure i spend time at my favorite shopping .. that is Jaya Jusco.. searching for my favorite JJ clothing brand ‘scarlet’.
Bought few clothing for my family but i was not satisfied because i need more time to go for shopping..so i decided the second time ..i asked my husband to drop me there and pick me up once i finished. I had 3 hours shopping on my own.. i spent most of the time at the ladies.. ..Looking up for 50%, 70% 80% looking on the apparel … trying, comparing.. holding one dress ..blouse.. keeping it back.. taking another one.. and doing the same thing. Moving from another section to another.. feeling disappointed .. good price but i don’t like the style.. i like the style but too expensive. I asked myself ‘what am i doing here?’, ‘what am i searching for?’ i am beginning to feel that i wasted my time and energy.
I decided to check out the ‘scarlet’ lingerie.. 50%-80%.. wow!… cheap.. it is cheap but unfortunately left only the plus size intimate apparel, the smaller size.. were sold out. Well.. i just grab blouse, pants and some shirts..form me and my mother.
I really feel i have wasted my 3 precious hours of shopping alone.. i should have done my shopping elsewhere but then again.. it is a blessing.. that i don’t really spend a lot of money that day.
Instead of doing shopping spree its like having a shopping flee.