May 5th, 2010 
shirley Imagine.. if we cannot hide our feelings and emotion.. we laugh all the way whenever we think of something sad or touches our heart.. we cry while walking ..we don’t care what other people think.. like the cardboard displays.. ‘i am sad, do not disturb’ written on our forehead.
Well it is hard to pretend but sometimes when we have too.. then we realize we need to focus to get rid of our emotion.. and even harder if it’s just for a while.. and it will come back to again.. haunting.. killing you softly…it is unhealthy.
You can see a person with a strong personality as if there is nothing he/she feels.. emotionally.. they maybe hiding it..we don’t know.
Why is it hard to deal with our emotions? why can’t we get rid of it as simple as getting rid of any object..where you can hold and throw away..as simple as that. Oh..i wish i can do that..even right now..damm it coming back again.
I have been trying to analyze this.. but i guess i needed different approach..that is..to approach.. i want Q&A.. then i will feel relieve.. i want answer..then it might go away.. again..it might totally not the answer until i try.
I wish i could just say.. i can let you go now..and i won’t get emotional.
Beautiza
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You fikir lah saya di sini huhu kali tiap tiap hari bah rasa macam ni. Tapi tu lah terpulang kepada kita mahu layan kah tidak kan. Tapi kadang tu memang tidak boleh di elakan. Sampai pandai menangis satu orang hehehe.
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ya kan.. apa lagi jauh dari family.. iya terpulang how we deal with it.. tidak buli tlampau layan ..
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great post as usual!
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tq
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It is the hardest thing to do “to hide your feeling”…but I’ve learn how…slowly and painfully ;D
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it is painful..
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