Do you believe in ghost or spirit? I am not actually into it but there are times i do feel the presence, you cannot see but you know there is somebody or something near you. I write this because there is something weird happened on Saturday night.
Last Saturday, 20th Dec, i was having dinner with my kids, I was sitting in between my children, Sean was besides me while Chrissa facing the other side. While we were eating, i feel something.. like a breeze.. at the back of me.. and at this time Chrissa hugs and whispered to me.. i didnt really catch what she was saying .. She closed her eyes and held me tight. Sean keeping quite but still eating.. unsatisfied.. i asked sean ‘Sean do you see anybody here?’… Sean jump from his chair.. ‘mummy, mummy.. dont say anything’.. ‘i want to watch tv’ . by then I feel the presence, whatever it is or whoever the person is.. he or she might be standing at the back of me and sean. I asked them if its uncle or auntie.. ugly or nice.. Chrissa said.. like angel.. okay.. can i take a 2 years old word on that?
Chrissa still hugging me with her eyes closed… we moved to the living area, i swith on the tv…my mother used to tell me if you feel a presence of somebody or whatever.. just tell it to go away nicely.. well i did.. i said..’hello siapa tu.. jangan kacau sean sama shasha okay.. bagus2lah kau jalan ah.. dorang kuai ni’… translate..(hello who is that.. please dont disturb sean and chrissa.. just go ..they are nice kids’) After a while Sean and Chrissa playing again.
After i cleared the dining table and wash everything, i still not satisfied.. i know whoever the spirit was.. i know i know him or she very well… in my mind was my late mother in law.. i took her picture with a picture of jesus in front… ‘Chrissa, is this the one came just know’?, ‘no, itu jesus’ said Chrissa… ‘not this one’ i told.. ‘this one’….. ‘no, itu grandma’.. okay confirm not her. I wanted to tell my mother whats happening.. because its so weird but interesting at the same time.
The next day, on Sunday we went to my mother’s home .. before i told her what happened… she asked me if i remember my late grandpa’s birthday (her father) that was yesterday.. on Saturday. Without saying anything.. i burst into tears… i cried out loud.. ‘I should have known it.. it was him’.. i told my mum the whole story …
I was closed to my late grandpa… he passed away in the year 2000.. me, my cousin and my auntie was next to him when he passed away.. he died in front of us… oh grandpa, Mr. Charles Tony Insing .. i missed you sooo much.. i couldn’t stop this tears … how i wish you were still here… i you were here still.. we would be going to so many places, stay at sis’s place in Labuan, Donald’s place in KL, staying in resort and hotel with the family..hotel in las vegas would be impossible but you might be in Adelaide with bro.. wah.. it should have been fun.. it always being great having you…
Oh grandpa… i will continue praying for you.. i hope you will have a good place.. in heaven.. I love you.. thank you for visiting my family… i love you!