I imagining myself riding a horse on the english saddles, … run through the valley.. leaving my sadness behind. My name were in the list and have been called for interview to get promotion… but i guess i didn’t get it, if i do i should get the answer by now… well its not my time to get it.. Well.. i am a bit disappointed because i did passed the exam and qualified but maybe not my luck yet… mmmm… sigh…
I have been working in the same place for 11 years, 6 months … doing the same old job but having served 9 bosses come and go withing that years.
It was an unexpected called to go there… and i didn’t know that i was called for an interview and i wasn’t ready. No high hope but i know Its high time for me to move to another dept …well… i’m stuck here…..
Let me be a butterfly … even for a day…
let me fly.. fly up high.. up high in the sky..
leaving my sadness behind…
let my tears falls.. like a rainy day..
i won’t come down until i reach the sky..
once i ease my burden
i sprinkle love and joy down on earth…
no more sorrow, no more sadness
i will be back.. be back again
to the same place i belong..
doing the thing i always does..
but without sorrow.. without sadness..
with love and gladness..
but not today! not today!