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I feel so grumpy today… It is so not my day..  i never believe on  ‘BLACK MONDAY’..  its not in my diary.. but today.. i just really hate it! I came to the office, i start doing the job that i supposed to do and at the same time i ended up doing new task… thanks to my smart boss. She thought she is so smart, wants to take care of everything.. but ended up i deal with those people. isshh.. (sigh)

We shouted at each other on the phone.. . even though she is my boss.. but i have to right to let my chess out.. My colleague did their very best to make me happy .. but still i cannot hide my feeling. Anyway.. thanks Naz, Juv, Pat and Ct for helping me go though the day.. . My day completed with Carol’s words of encouragement through sms…

It is not my day .. i just hate it !!!!

Can you imagine what it will be like if you won a lottery? How could your life change by it.. getting lots of money in a blink.   We dont know whats ahead us.. are we getting richer, getting poorer.. sometimes i wish i can tell the future or know the future..  Well maybe i watch ‘heroes’ too much..  But i am sure, you too have the same though.  Do you think money will make us ‘good’ or just ‘devil’ out of us.

My relative for instance, somebody who had nothing.. only passion of music.. he managed to get second place in a ‘reality show’ .. well you know what happend next.. enjoying himself with fame and the love of music.  He is on his way to the top.. ‘you go dudu’. 

But different with a friend i once knew, love branded outfit, nice car, living and chasing for $$$$ most of the time.  I just found out that he lost almost everything… wife leaving him, out of job, no car.. o dear.. i am so sorry to hear about him.. i hope he will learn through experience.  Dear God help him! 

I just pray that i have my family in God’s protection, good health, safe home to stay and enough money to survive. 

I have been thinking about this for so long.  I feel its time to move to a house with a land.  So.. here goes.. ‘I am selling my apartment’.  My apartment is a nice, cute place to stay in but my children are growing up.. and  my brother selling me his house with good price.  I told my brother that i might consider buying his house if anybody buy my apartment.

I have not asked anybody to value the apartment but i will just consider rm150k.   Its in Taman Penampang, corner, 2 rooms attached with built in wardrobe, built in cabinet in the kitchen, plaster ceiling .. and ya.. i just painted it..

so if you are interested or want to know more.. just add ur comment ..

My cousin, Eleanora Wong.. loves makeup.  She asked me whether i can put makeup for her.. well … why not?

                eyeshadow   :  shimmer blue

                   cheek          :   pink

                  lipstick        :    glossy pink

Suitable for young and simple girl who love pink.

Dont get me wrong.. i love having a baby but i think two is enough.. but Its funny when i think about it. It seems that i just given birth to my baby and now there are grown up.

I think it is easier to take care of them when they were still a baby.. whenever they cry, i just hold and attend to what they need.. easy to make them smile.. or laugh.. cute.. i miss that.. i miss the smell of the baby lotion and eucalyptus oil.. muaahh..

Sean Matthew born on 11 Nov 2003

Chrissa Marie born on 4 April 2006

It is interesting to watch them grow.. they learn new things everyday.. they say.. new words and sentences each day.. The best part is.. they know how to reply to me.. ‘no’ ‘dont want’ ‘why’… it is a process of learning to me also as a parent.

Since my father retired from his job, Daddy and mummy often spend their times travelling. Whenever somebody passed away and wedding to be attended, family members to be visited, … there sure be punya.. no matter in Tuaran, Kuala Penyu, Membakut. Since they have free time, Labuan also in their destination list.

Last Wednesday.. i received a call from my dad asking me to order ‘wreath’ to bring to a funeral, somebody in Kuala Penyu passed away. Thursday i called them, there were in Kuala Penyu. On Friday i received sms from my mum ‘kami di Labuan hantar Sherene‘ (their grand daughter, my niece).

I usually receive this msgs ‘kami d labuan‘, ‘kami on the way pg Membakut’, ‘besok we going to Kuala Penyu’,.. we on the way back from Labuan. etc.. i’m used to it. . hehehe

Involved actively in church also exposing them to places, that even i never been before. .. May God always be both of you during your journey… safe journey to the destination.

When i got a phone call from my son’s teacher on Wednesday, informing me that Sean vomitted and having fever.  While she was talking, i said to myself ‘when did it happened he did not show any sign of cold or fever, he was ok this morning’.  .. . Hello! Hello!.. i heard the teacher voice again.  Oops sorry..  Ok i will fetch her soon.  ‘Dont worry, dont rush.. we will take care of him..’  said the teacher, .. thanks .

Once i completed the task given to me.. i immediately take my purse, car key.. and out of office.  On the way fetching him, i still asked myself,  when did it happened, how could he get the fever… he didnt play in the rain.. taking bath too long.. when? my questions never answered..

Within minutes driving, i reached Sean’s school and saw him looking so tired but happy to see me.  I gave him a hug..  ‘bye bye teacher see you’ .. he said while walking to the car wihout looking back.  He was sleeping all the way to our family doctor in Klinik Bundusan.. Dr. Susheila waiting for us… she gave him antibiotic and fever medicine…  she also gave me an eye drop.. it was read and itchy.. she said because too heaty inside.

Back home..  he can still watched his power ranger and do his kick jump… before taking his lunch, medicine and zzzzz go to bed.  my poor baby..

Since the long break.. great holidays.. now i am so bored at work. There are so many things that i need to do, my desk still in mess, filing have to be done.. haiyaa (sight). Everyday i said the same thing… I am so lazy.. no motivation at all.. my desk still not cleared. .. but the same reply i got .. ‘Ok mah.. still early year’. I dont want that for an answer.

My brain needs challenge. What should i do to start my year more interesting. This year i will attend courses and get updated with knowledge. I will start with waking up early in the morning and do simple exercise.

I found this cool website  http://www.pickthebrain.com/ .  i hope it will  help us motivate ourselves.  I have to think and start something. Chayo!Chayo!

I feel so bad.. nose block, eyes read. I cant hardly swallow because of my tonsil.. might be swollen.  I feel like eating porridge or Chicken Wine Soup lihing’.

No mood to work.. cant concentrate lah.. I slowly press my finger tips.. so painful but then i realised that while massaging my hand .. i feel much better. seriously.  No harm of trying mah…

I believe meeting the right people at the right time did help me last year. Thanks flora for asking me to help you.. doing the project paper. We did it from scratch.. i dint know we can make it but we did.

I think we believe in what we were doing.. even though.. it looks impossible. Our partner, Bonda helped us to get the experience of doing business.  Now we know how hard doing business.. not an easy money man. We met her at the right time and also the two girls who had helped Bonda in managing the project.

Maybe its just luck or we met the right people at the right time!!!